thoughts:moving away?

not many of you guys know as i've never tell u guys bout this but last saturday, my dad got a called from his sister letting him know that the pr to america for my family has been approved. and eversince that day till few days ago, i gotta be honest, it bugs the shit out of me. you know we've been having separate talks and all discussing whether to move to the west(journey to the west?=)) or not, pros and cons, short term long term shit and etc.

here's the drill, dad needs to stay there for 6 months and allowed to come back after that period meanwhile mom, sis and i need to stay there for 2 years. yeap 2 fuckin years. there's no coming back around that time. its a long period to stay in a foreign place though. well not too foreign since all of the shit that i listen, watches and hear are partially from the states.

lifestyle adaptation, yea i got no problem much with that. with the food and all , san franc if i'm not wrong have quite an asian number over there so...yeap. but you know my lifestyle eversince form 5 have been mainly hanging out with my buddies, playing l4d , pool , snooker , yum cha, movies and etc. you can't do this shit over there especially when its like after 5?you can't like yum cha in the middle of the night then go da gei and shout the fuck out while your getting chased by tanker and shit. i'm talking bout the night time. i don't go to clubs , drink so much till i puke and roll on my own puke. thats almost liek shit eating porn. i'm sorry for you my friend.

people. yea quite frankly i kinda dislike americans. they whine and complaint too fuckin much. and they are superly perasan eh. you know its like u make some fuckin noise, ur neighbour calls the cops. you wanna watch a movie you see some american protesting to some shit. you pat a guy's ass in sports they call you gay. you go to a youtube video to give a comment, you see american utubers arguing and shit. i play my fuckin guitar everyday in my house with a volume of 3/10. if i fuckin do this at that complaining land, i'll probably get arrested after 2 weeks. and yea the perasan thing...watch american idol auditions.

career.years ago my folks applied this with the purpose of education and job opportunities for my sister and myself. now that the economy is bad, and worst than this country, i don't think its such a good time. especially when ur yellow skin. no pun attended but uh i don't wanna be an indian over there man. or maybe....i can learn kangfoo and be the next chinese martial art actor dude. i mean come on, jackie chan's too old, nobody likes jet li, chow yun fatt can't fight shit(he needs special effects), sammo hung is too fuckin fat and old, stephen chow... he's not much of a kung fu guy.so......yea my only known competitor might be the kid from tropic thunder. or i can joined the triads though. they have a base in san france.

parents. after working hard to get a stable income and all, takan la wanna start again. they are not too young and wanna work hard and shit what for la. dad doesn't wanna go for this reason but mom wants to go and experience the lifestyle there but my mom have no idea whats america all about. she watches too many hong kong stuff and not a single america thing. so yea she does not know whats coming. i guess this is a perfect time to use this line. "be careful what you wish for, cause you might get it all". i didin;t get this from daughtry. i hate him. after they retired and stays there and i started working i gotta work even harder to support their life. so thats like goin over there to add more pain and shit.

well i've been spitting too much cons. pros...lets see there's some chicks over there( eventhough fat people are mostly around), guitars are cheaper there i think(signatures?),everyone speaks english there, evne the chinese, don't need to deal with lala people and socializing in mandarin where everybody tells me mandarin is fuckin important, yea some opportunities in the music industry, and i don't know.

but the cons are more legit and valid factors that makes me personally don't want to go there.
but don't know la.

this country ain't too bad afterall.



no no this country still sucks.