thoughts: hi last one.

i. am. done. with. blogging.

this blog will still be around as an incase.

here's a few people i wanna thank. my readers.

wei jian

yit yee

chun kiat

gapnap.

hahaha 4 only. worthwhile worthwhile.

see you around in your blogs.

music: is crabcore bigger than just attack attack!?

holy fuck i thought it was a one band thing.

the word alive practices it too no way! yea in boredom mode again

thoughts: time and haiz

hi. i'm tired. its 7 am. not that i couldn't sleep its just that i'm too hungry to fall asleep. so i went downstairs and ate some hi fibre crackers and hi protein milk to kill my starvation. also its a good choice of meal for my diet where i am constantly trying to cut my body fat. so yea i'm pretty much waiting for the crackers uh remainings or melted dough to not get stuck in my teeth so that i can go back to bed again. yea i know. i could've brushed my teeth. i DOWAN!
ps. i'm pretty tired so i don't exactly know what i exactly wrote and i'm too lazy to edit my shit.

so yea i wanna talk about things that turns the shit out of me off. actually i could just think bout two things. time and internet words. lets get on with time first. the thing about me is that, i'm sort of a rpetty punctual guy. and when it comes down to time management, i pretty got myself in pretty good shape here. i'll get my shit done no matter what, i'll reach places in a certain given time that i say i would, i wouldn't give uncertain answers if there's no assurance regarding an outing and yea time related stuff on most account. so yea i am pretty turned off whenever people just not showing up on time. thats the shit that i hate the most. I HATE WAITING. I ALWAYS DOES! i got tons of patience in a lot of stuff and yea i don't mind waiting if its like 10 minutes to 20 minutes. but sometimes, some people have the courtesy to just delay their arrival for one and sometimes 2 fuckin hours! what happened to yea i'll see you in a while. does in a while means 1 hour? its drives me mad whenever your just chilling at wherever your ass is at and just waiting. and its very disruptive towards conversation flow and your own concentration. coz you all you'll ever do is that, turning your head to a particular direction and constantly hoping that man faster show up la. i always think to myself especially being a business student, man if this is a contract signing session, you'll fucking blew it man. yea i understand there are some circumstances that might be applicable to the delay but yea i'm tired now, so i'll say this....NO TOLERANCE!!!1!!

another thing that i can't stand is people with the word haiz on the internet. FUCK THAT SHIT. FUCK IT GAO GAO. people who uses haiz to me just sounded like losers man. there's this one particular girl where she was having exam and she says something like haiz exam. and then holiday comes shes likes haiz nothing to do. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man i sort of have the tendency to deal my problems if its with a girl by forcing her to bend over and just humping the sense out of her. must see face first. so yea thats about it. goodnighte.

thoughts:application for immigrant visa and alien registration

thoughts:2 awesome guys

i've been writing a lot of shit lately and i've sort of finish writing whatever that i'm supposed to write. well thats because i've been into so many shit lately. can't say its negative or positive. it is sort of both. and by shit i don't mean only problem, some are good experiences too. i mean those shit are accumulation of feelings, transfers, separation, examination, people and etc. i kinda got a lot to swallow in these days. but the good thing is that, i'm shutting them out one by one and i'm a free man. so it kinda gave me a clearance to just try something new. and i tried something new yesterday.s omething that i had never done before. and thats socialization with someone who is already working and drinking beer in a place where there's great performers. it was like after slash concert and we kinda hit it at some bar in tropicana mall call artista.

it was my first time and fuck it was fuckin awesome. drinking some beer that i'm new to called killkenny and listening to these two performers who are father(lolen) and son(musa). now the highlight of the night wasn't slash's concert to me. i was personally touched by them. by their story. they are one of the most wonderful people i've ever met man. very humble rockers. and let met tell you why.....

so we went there, and then these two performers who are strictly acoustic performers were performing a series of classic rock stuff. their main genre is that and man they play so fucking good acoustics man. they kinda wanna be labelled as just pure acoustics. both of them are thin, and they have that rock and roll hair and they are really good. and me not being in the scene i would have no idea what kinda person they really are. so they took a break, and then the father came over and shook my hand and so did the son. i was like oh cool. i didn't know he actually came and did that. and then they just sat down with us and we drink beer and we talk. its so fucking cool, all 5 of us plays the guitar and all 5 of us are so understanding on where we came from in terms of music.
one of the things we talk about is that, fuck if you talk about classic rock and playing just pure guitars, all they will say is just that its noise and shit. its horrible. play something like gaga or something. lolen is a funny guy man he was talking to me so fuckin close to my face which i'm cool wiht it, but then it became even more weird when he speaks directly to my ear. oh he was aweosme. he told me, not to give up in rock and roll man. to play the guitar you gotta play from the heart and soul. oh it was awesome man. never had a rocker touched me so much before. no homo. musa on the other hand is only fuckin 19 years old and both of them are like shredding with acoustics man. thats fucking hard. its just fuckin hard. learn a lot of shit with stage fright through his tellings.

now the awesome part besides teh performance is that, man the dad is like trying hard to land a deal for his son who is still young. they ain't got no stereo at home. dad been jobless for6 years because all he ever did and wanan do is just to be an entertainer. and the guy who went with us has a studio as part of the company. and the dad was just trying to do all he can for his son. to make him have a better future. he said he can be a sessionist and his son can be the star. he needs an opportunity. and its a fucking tough world. no father would wanan see his son to go through what he goes through. another tough part of the business that edmund the guy who has the studio strongly beleives they are talented and they are really good. classic rock and all but then if you wanan make it in the business, then you have to sell out. you gotta play pop rock, you gotta sacrifice your image and you gotta go clean if you wanna go mainstream. thats the difference between what you like and what other people like.

and thats the first time i get a first hand view on doing business in a casual environment. you gotta use your words carefully eventhough your half drunk. you can't give empty promises man. alright blogging this, i'm sort of tipsy. so i didn't exactly refine what i said. but overall those two guys are fuckin awesome.

thoughts:this is an appreciation post

yeap this post is another me being confused and shit post......yea if you..yes you....you there been reading my blog for soem time, you probably knew about the post where i talk about goin to the states after the pr approval bla bla bla. so yea here i am again. talking about it. whats with the repetition? well thats because in the previous post, a bunch of us from the Chew family only got approved and no decisions were made and this time around....some of the decisions are made....my family wasn't part of it......but we were about to and this is where i'm in a big ole dilemma again....

in just about 3 weeks later or something, probably less than 3, my cousin and his family plus an aunty will be flying over there for over one year just to be approved of being an american. in that period cousins would be studying and stuff like that you know just basically living the life there. no statements regarding the parents. so yea basically they are about to start college and school there. good for them. so basically they are still on the road towards determining the path to be taken. me? i'm at that divider right now man. i couldn't even see the road sign before i reach the turning. and now i'm like just standing right in front of that divider not knowing where to go.

my dad, mom and i are taking a 1 year of extension and really, all eyes are on me because my folks are just doing this for me. my sister used to be a part of this but she passed that age limit and she's forfeited so yea now its all depending on me. going there is a means to developing my future. and we're takign that extension due to the period of me finishing college which falls within that one year. by the time i finishes i'll still be eligible and valid to move over and that is what i'm thinking so much now...look i finished my college...whcih means the path of starting my life as a full adult is taking off. and i just need to be there for one year to be verified as an american. then this gives me two choices of country to settle down. look its not like i'm hating that i have to leave and all, its sort of like a love hate kinda thing you know.... i know i'm still young and i tell myself that...i need to go over.....

so that one year, what can i do? should i just waste my time and try to do something that i used to thought impossible? maybe getting into mainstream music? lol... or get into the acting industry....wo not bad oh suddenly i'm like another michelle yeoh.....suddenly you walk passed the mall and see my huge face with small eyes plastered onto the wall...*i'm just fantasizing okay?!*i don't know man... i just don't know...how am i gonan make friends anywyas? i'm not belonging in a community man...no school no college....i suppose i can just walk up to a street and say hi to random people......the confusion......the uncertainty...i don't even know what am i writing. i'mt hat confused....

i guess moving over there for a minimal period of 1 year is inevitable since i kinda wanna go there....and this brings me to the main point of this post eventhough its kinda short for being the gist....i appreciate so many people now. specifically people....my close ones...the one that i'm cherishing now.....the people that i don't get to meet often....owh man....wilson,chor yuen,kin yew...looks like i'm the scropion when the time comes.....everyone needs to pick that title up.owh man..i dunno what to say...i just wanna go out...but owh man your busy with your work, your busy with your assignment, your busy with cooking....i know there's like still one year...man this sucks...and i'm like cherishing this one person i had so much fun with right now...man i've never written and emo post before.....not emo now just a lil confused...i am literally trap in this quicksand whcih slowly sucks me in and i'm not even resisting it....i'm not seeing this from a good light..

thoughts: blinded by recognition

so yea it was father's day today and my family and i had celebrated that yesterday but still we went out again today to like you know just hang out and have some family time. so as usual being the youngest and usually have less power in a conversation (when your the youngest you can only be a supporter in conversations and hardly the trigger. that kinda sucks but oh well)so i'll usually listen only. well i had my ipod with me but it was a small car and i could hear what they were saying. so the conversation is about my dad wanted to go watch prince of persia at MBO in desa petaling. and both of my sisters who are the reason why i blog about this post responded with reasons that i think is legitimately dumb.

see my two sisters unlike me, gives way too much shit on brands, what other people think, very want face those type of people and you know basically blinded by materializm, recognition, brands you know those qualities of show off. and here's some of the reasons they say...."wah if people see me at there, i will very no face", "isn't midvalley closer ?(compared to desa petaling when we are living in seri petaling","i rather spend 12 bucks just to see a movie at a better cinema" and etc. now here's the thing they have never been to MBO and they are judging the book by its freaking goddam cover. i mean really? spending 12 bucks for the same movie while you can spend 9? its not bout the money comparison but its more towards teh logic .even i've not been there. so why not try it? what is so painful in trying new things?

so one of my sister went and we walked in. bounded by her stereotypical judgment on how the book's content is based on its cover, she was silent by the actual place is. yea sure there's like 10% of room for complain but hey i fell in love with that place man. i think its the perfect place to go to during the weekdays and i've never wanted to watch movies so much eversince today. and btw prince of persia is 5stars to me. fucking awesome. whats more awesome is that,in that cinema, only 10 people were occupying it. so think bout weekdays!!!!have to go back there. and its cheap too.

ok back to the topic. yea i can't stand some people who are not rich but tries to pretend to be rich by "oh i only go to this place, oh i can only go to these kinda stalls". i mean like really? are you serious? i mean hey my family is not uber rich neither were poor but still i'm sort of disgusted by these people behave at times. not pissed but disgusted. so have any of you 3 to 1 readers encounter people like these? even those people that likes to say oh i was in this club at that time, i was in that event (when they are not!!!)

note* lazy to edit my grammar and whatever. wants to haz dinnaz

music: NIGHTMARE~~~~~

temporarily, i'm quite busy. so this is what i give ya.

video: thats what i call putting up a show!

watch the drummer. now that's SICKNATURE MOVE!!!!

thoughts: book smart/street smart

a couple of days ago i had a serious talk with wilson regarding...the future. it wasn't like any other conversation topics that both he and i usually talk about. and that midnight thinking has gotten serious. we were talking bout business. doing business that is. he went for a drink with the head of gsc i think. some big shot guy in gsc and he asked, so "mr. XXX how did you start out this franchise cinema company at first when there are some competitors that are bigger than you are?" and mr. XXX replied "wilson.....in this world is whether you have the balls to fail or not" or in cantonese because thats what he said (tai lei shi hmm shi tak hei mou) and suddenly i had an awakening. i opened my eyes.

i told wilson, not many people in the business course will actually want to start up a company. i don't know whats the reason but i guess maybe the depth of our studies has actually frighten us to even go through all these lengthy process to set up one. but i also have to bear in mind, everything starts small. and i've been actually thinking bout it even before he and i had this talk. and after the "talk", i've decided to offer my services of teaching guitar to high school kids when my holidays takes off.

i think if you relate guitar to business in terms of the debate of book smarts or street smarts, its pretty similar. you have one guy who has no formal working experience who just graduated from college with a business degree. he knows WHY things are run this way and that way. he got the theory goin on for him. he has that educational guidance and benefit. he doesn't need to learn things fully the hard way as he went through 4 years of theoretical understanding when it comes to opening a business. but he don't know HOW things are run. thats his flaws eventhough he will learn and pick things fast.

and then you got the other guy who has no formal tertiary education background but started working as soon as he comes out of high school. and he either climb his way to the ladder in a company, or he opens up a business himself. he knows HOW things are run after being in the field for quite a while and he probably need to learn it the hard way. with no guidance and only the internet and his friends to rely on. or even cheap seminars. his mistakes give him harder remembrance as lessons learned compared to reading why companies failed in books. but he might not necessarily know WHY things are run. he might know one aspect is done like this but he might not know the other aspects that can be linked to higher success.

now if you relate this to guitar....personally yea, i still suck a lot in guitar, in trying to be a shredder. but i'm also a pretty alright as a mediocre guitarist that can help new guitarist to pass my standards. i know nothing bout music theory and everything all these time signature or etc etc. i don't know. but if there's one thing i know , i learned and i experienced in guitar is that, i self learned it and with the help of some of my friends like chun kiat, randall, wei loong and others(i think thats it)i think i'm doin pretty fine. i've got my hard lessons learned that is in my brain. and personally in terms of guitar, i'm a street smart. still a learning street smart and this is what i'll be teaching to people who wants to play guitar but only songs they like and not musical theories.

i tried taking up lessons when i was 14, classical guitar lessons and frankly it was horrible and it was boring. it was nothing that i wanted to play and it is not even a fraction of what i love at all. i like electric but all i have was a classical that time. so after a month i quit guitar until 6 years later or so when i was reintroduce to guitar through chun kiat. and i was learning it the hard way but its what i love doing. i like practicing the enter sandman riffs or the seven nation army solo....everything is what i like playing. and yea there are some pros and cons towards my approach of teching people this way. like some will say its not the proper way of learning guitar. but i would firmly believe that its easier to learn theory when you got the skills to play it. also, your playing what you love. nothing beats that.

thoughts: group assignments.

i'm left in waiting mode for i think 45 minutes so i decided to blog about group asisgnment which i am doing right now. i guess for anyone of you whoever work with anybody at all which you obviously did by now will definitely recognize that in any particular group, there will be one that stops the track. there will be one that is held under the captivity of negativity(lolol reference from t-bag). hence lets just put it direct coz its my blog. there will be one that is fucked up.

i had this conversation with a white boy named kin yew and he told me that in his experience in his college group assignemnts, he has this one friend that sticks to him. ps. its a code in life where you must have something sticking to you in order to lean on. ok so anyways he told me yea he's cool together, in class were together but really in terms of working with him, he's horrible man. first of all he's not fluent in writing and really he's just a burden.so i ask him what he did? did he tell him? well he wanted to but eventually he kinda pity him coz he has nobody and etc etc. and he's a nicer guy than i am.

this is the problem with college assignments man. you just had this one bad group mate that you don't want to stick around and really my requirements is not too high for a group mate you know. if you can work and write and be able to contribute then yea. but if you don't, what good are you? its not some kinda company where there's hr department and shit and its not like being the leader of an assignment gives you the power to fire off someone. no you can't. and telling to lecturer will totally not work. coz they are sort of the client and they don't and do not need to care what shit goes off behind the curtain. and this is the problem that i'm having. (i didin't tell the lecture. thats a loser move)

so what happens if you tell that person off? are you gonna live your college life in lesser comfort? coz lets be honest, friction is bound to occur if you would've ditch that person. its sort of like "hey we can be friends but we can't work together" i mean yea i would do that but its sort of revolving people around you and you don't want them to go to college feeling uncomfortable. i mean i would fuck it but still a certain amount of ease will definitely be gone. and next year is my final year...and i think i'm ready to do whatever it takes just to get what i want and what i don't want...coz i'm just that kinda person.

thoughts: people with music

this post generally divides people who listens to music into two categories.... rock(rock metal, hard shit you know) and pop (those sad love songs and sadder content songs).there's a special friend of mine who made a comment similar to this saying, if i listen to more of those heavy music, it could make me more hot tempered, increase high blood pressure, you know basically leading to more messed up scenarios. and i beg to differ and this is where the post starts....*rock music playing da da da da da dam dam da du du du du du deeeeeee(pinch harmonics)(can you tell thats the new avenged sevenfold song that is coming out along with the album?)

i would totally think that this post is written from a non-buyers perspective. trust me...my fellow readers....trust me. i would love to begin with rock.one general perception over this genre of music is that its noise. and that bugs the shit out of me each time when i ask or people ask me bout rock music from the pop world. "its noisy" NO its not. do you even have ear? your not supposed to listen to only the singer's voice man. but everything as a whole. and if you would take that in, you would find its a pretty good tool to release your anger. stress whatever shit you know. now rock music imo totally lets a person have their own private time to like you know"fuck this shit". let every anger or emotion that you have out. and usually its only that time where you could see us people having that attitude. i think we are generally the more calmed and seeing things from a logical perspective instead of getting emo-ed up person. its only this genre that provides you lines like "we're all gonna die, so lets get high"," i was told to stay away, those two words i can't obey" you know and etc etc etica.

now if we move towards the other side, pop, usually, music listeners of genre prefer more ballad stuff. and hey i love ballads too. it sounds good and all. but really this genre and this type of music really makes you emo-ed up even more. i would say listening to more of these sad love songs, makes you sad even more, get frustrated over little things that don't really matter much and you know.....drama. the word sums everything up. as much as i love carrie underwood, damn most of her songs are like saying how could you treat me this way, or the korean song, i'm so stupid. those songs are nice, but it really makes a person even more messed up than ever. alright think bout this, you got one person that listens to "dear, am i not good enough for you?" and then you got the otherside world that has this"honey your not that good for me". and whats worst is that, when pop songs write something that cheers themselves up, it always seems horrible for the guys. like..big girls don't cry. can you imagine that shit if a guy sings that song? the song is nice but its really not for the dudes. even if its backstreet boys who are singing songs like that.

to conclude, i can't see anyone who listens to rock shit gets more emo or messed up than people who listens to pop. and yet we(heavy music listeners) are dubbed the trouble ones. say what?that makes no sense. in the scenario of us rocking out , pop listeners amplified their emoness when they are listening to their songs. and then it take them exceptionally long to wake up from it. and maybe someone write songs like "i will survive" then only they wake up....and then only they know.

thoughts: 21st birthday.

thats it. no more a(udio)logs. fuck that shit. anyways... whats the big deal with people and their 21st birthdays? note that i don't mean to talk bad about anyone who might be having thier own 21st birthday and etc. i mean practically everybody talks bout doing something huge on their 21st birthday? why 21st? is it because you reach adulthood thats why it calls for a bigger celebration? is it because you get the key in life? well personally from my non partying lifestyle ways, i think 21st birthday shouldn't be about having lots of people eating with you and dancing towards pitbulls horrible shitty single and yea other stuff like getting drunk. tell you the truth, i never throw a single party in my life so far. i'm just not too into that. but really, its like the next day you wake up after your big ole party, what are you gonna do? its just gonna be an ordinary day. posting pictures on facebook...replying shitty comments on facebook, dota etc etica etica. heck you haven't even finish college by then so really whats the point?

now there's a reason why i'm writing this. there's always a reason and there's always something to write. yea i'm not talking bout people shouldn't throw parties or its lame to think of something big because your hitting 21. i'm just writing this because i'm having pressure from people around me who are turning 21. all of them are like making it big like its their sweet 16 parties. even my best friend told me he wants to do something big like playing guitar in front a bunch of people and i gotta do it with him. i was like wo wo wo..its not a wedding. its just your 21st time being reborn again into the nightmare of aging. quite frankly if and when people ask me , so hey vincent what you plan to do on your 21st birthday? i'll say...whatever(fullstop)and yea people who bring their parties into a club and getting wasted? brilliant. thats how you celebrate birthdays!

also. whats with chinese people and casinos? i'm telling you man in life (in malaysia) no matter who you are or what you are, your bound to hear this."i'm gonna go to genting's casino on my 21st birthday". what is so magical bout that place that almost every single fucking chinese wants to go there when they hit double decades and a 1? i just don't get it. what kinda word of mouth marketing scam did lim go tong figured out before he opened that place? "hmm i'm gonna slowly spread the word that its a custom to go to genting's casino when they are 21 and "win" some money"....""of course its ME who is WINNING.....HAHAHHA(evil laugh)"...*pray to those little ghost underground*.whatever it is he's a genius to trick young minds into giving him some greens.

so i wanna know...what did you do for your 21st birthday or what are you gonna do for your 21st birthday?

thoughts:kick ass

instead of writing i decided to speak...again



i would totally go watch this movie again if someone picks me up on a given time that is according to my schedule.

thoughts:i'ma guitarist...

instead of writing, i decided to speak.



this is still a test..

video:booty fairy!

ive been very lazy in blogging. so this is what i give ya.

also looks like its the time of the season again for me to post AN RKO A DAY!!!! which means i'm just doin it for myself only and only for myself to watch.

shorts:hotels and wrestling?

i was just talking to yit yee about potential industries to work on for an assignemnt. i was checking out the mohegan sun resort which leads em to goin to this website. now the weird thing is that when i saw the front page where it says "a world at play"...notice something weird? or funny?why the fuck is the picture of chris jericho giving the original walls of jericho to rey mysterio? i can't see the logic.

they're not from vegas,
none of them are original americans,
they don't do broadway like celine dion,
they're not too good looking,

tell me why?

shorts:my ass is burning man.

well this is a new label to help me express my short personal views which i don't feel like blogging. so basically these are my lazy post.

i exercise. now i feel tired.my ass feels like i'm goin to explode

wrestling:FIREBALL FIREBALL OMG!

taht should be the undertaker's finisher. something like what tajiri had with his green mist.

music::yes. justin bieber.

i gotta explain why am i posting this. i'm bored recently(again). and you know sometimes boredom gives you easy acceptance towards a certain things(attack attack!) just to get entertain for that few minutes before returning to your own boredom routine again. and you know you can't stick to one genre all the time so you gotta like chill down at times and listen to other shit.

reason why i like this song was .i was bored. i saw some parody which got me hooked and i eventually like this song. so...ROCK ON!



1.01 mark - is he touching her boobs? i wonder.
1.58 mark - EPIC DANCE MOVE. EVAR!

i wonder why songs like these always have the music video plot like after a series of dancing and walking around, the dude gets the chick.

thoughts:price,quality, and quantity on food.

kam tze, if your reading this, this is something similar to your quantity or quality post.

i wanna talk about the quantity over quality in terms of food. here's the thing, [note:i'm speaking from a pretty general perspective] i'm sure everyone knows that high class places like maybe some restaurant in kl maybe say porkalicious?offers great quality food , service etc. the food quality as in it taste good, its unique, its something special that only this place offers. but the thing is...its just too fuckin little. i'm a dude that loves to eat man. and trust me, i eat a lot. and when restaurants like these charges so fuckin much for so little, it made me think, if i'm paying [which i'm not], will i get satisfied? truly the answer i mean MY answer is no. i could not stand a fuckin 300 bill for over something that i couldn't get really full with. and the thing about these restaurants that offers quality over quantity food takes their own time like they fuckin own the time machine but they don't. it takes like what 45 minutes for the next dish to come? that's bullshit man. so at the end of that night in porkalicious, kl ... food is great, but i'm not satisfied. part of that was contributed with, terrible noise of plates breaking, annoying happy birthday songs, and long waits in between dishes. but the most important thing of the dissatisfaction is.... HIGH PRICE...SMALL QUANTITY....[note that this post might not apply to specifically you, chun kiat.. since you practically don't eat but oh well] [lets just forget bout rent and etc also]

and then now we look at the quantity perspective. well personally you already know that i eat a lot. but at the same time i demand good food. and lets just say my taste buds are like commoners. i like mamak,hawker stalls,high class restaurants, fusion, western, chinese, pasar malams etc etc etc. the thing bout these food unlike high class places, is that it offers the right quantity at a specific price that is worth it. now the quality might not be as good compared to higher class places, but it does certainly occupies every single room in your stomach and lets be frank, cheese naan is good isn;t it?or even ramli burger. [i seriously think ramli burger is nicer than most burgers in mcdonalds due to its juiciness.]. ok like say maybe you go to some place that offers small portion, but charges a lot, yea its good but its not fulfilling. then you come out from that restaurant and you walk by fatman steamboat and you grab all the sticks you want and no matter what, it will not be as expensive as 300 bucks but you get to reach the level of truly satisfied of what you just had. at least you know something is in your stomach. so it is sort of like this LOWER PRICE.....BIGGER QUANTITY... [note that lower price doesn't mean a reduction of quality. lots of places are cheap and nice too] [we are also ignoring the fact of difference in food genre]

so would you choose this and think bout this
....YOUR PAYING THE MEAL!

[the pictures are just representation of my point between price,quality and quantity.]

[whatever this is. price:[you can pay by credit card and you most probably need to if your not rich like me] [oh yea we are also assuming the fact that we all somehow stay in 2 storey house and no big big banglo oh..]

or would you get this? again your paying for the meal.


[kfc snack plate.price:11 bucks]

[the pictures are just representation of my point between price,quality and quantity.]

well the real question is....would you go for

HIGH PRICE, HIGH QUALITY,LOW QUANTITY?

OR

LOW PRICE,DECENT QUALITY, HIGH QUANTITY?

also i want you to think bout this. say lets just say you like this food which is priced reasonable and it taste good. after so many years of eating it and it remains the same, the food is suddenly raised in price and have gone through a slight reduction in its portion. tell me honestly, is the first thing that came to your mind, "the food doesn't taste as good as last time"? honestly...and this gotta be something you've been eating for a long long time. more than a year.

btw, one of the restaurants that i think is balanced in price, quantity and quality is chilis. love em.

thoughts: working hard/enough to live rich/average

after a few days of all emo-ed on shawn michaels retirement, i'm back to write another post that i myself acknowledged as a real post. its just yesterday that i spoke to a good friend of mine, kat wai about the difference of

- working really hard to get rich to enjoy a realy good lifestyle (like semi-ds or banglos, latest toys, nice cars like maybe BMW, high end guitars,you get what i mean)
or
- just working enough to get a decent living because whats the point of working so hard when your not enjoying life?

(ok kat wai i know the sentences weren't like this last night, but this is a blog, i gotta at least
smoothen the sentence.) this is sort of a common issue that has people arguing around or debating, jsut basically talking bout it. here's a couple of answers which i receive from my friends and note that they are people around my age.

loanshark: just really harrd
sure really hard man
thts the way
ill chose this cause i love cash man

eddy: (his shit gets deeper and deeper and i couldn't include everything. you know americans likes to get more detailed than malaysians) (not saying anything bad bout you yea eddy)
i want to have a comfortable lifestyle
but i also want to feel like i am putting in effort to better myself, whether it be mentally,
or physically, or whatever
i think everyone likes to have a certain amount of money
and probably, with the path i'm taking, could make comfortable finances a reasonable goal

choi yin:i think i will work vry hard for few years to save a certain amount of money
after tat i will work normally

chor yuen: if im single..
nono..
cause if u don work now..
and earn more money
next time when u are old..
who want u o..

chen voon:chen voon says:
coz i Dun wan many $$$$
but lay on the bed in hospiTal
or cant bring any $$$$
when i die
vincent is 20 says:
what?
i tak faham la(i don't fuckin understand what your saying)

*only chen voon answers the second option, while the rest goes for the first one excepts for eddy who goes with the "it depends" kinda answer.

i know this question have very little justificaiton of how hard a person should work or how good is the good lifestyle means. i'm writing this because there's lack of justification in these sentences whenever people ask me this quesiton coz lets faced it, many people ask this question and also money can't buy everyting which i might blog later on. so anyways, its really about the degree or extent towards how hard you would want to work and to the extent of how much you want to earn. i think if money minded person would probably choose the first option coz i would assume they understand the value of money more and only money can buy things you wish to have right now. on the other hand, a few people have told me bout whats the point of working hard and not being to enjoy life as well? that kinda get me thinking also, which job is not hard geh? unless when you have to work maybe from monday till saturday,morning till midnight. if you are already working like this you probably would be in the first option already.(note that this doesn't count if you just started working)

well personally from a business student's perspective and seeing money is everything, i would say i would go with the first option. coz there's nothing better than being able to buy things you want whenever you wish to have it. but of course there would be price to pay and thats working hard for it. but if you think bout it, like what choi yin and chor yuen told me, working hard early gives you the right to retire early or working less harder in the future. so at the end of the day for me its better to work hard early when your young, you got not much commitments, so that you can buy shit in the future.(note that this doesn't apply when you say i work hard also no get rich. getting rich depends on luck also)

so...

WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO GET A GOOD LIFESTYLE?

working hard (like having little social life, constantly dealing with paper works and socializing just for the sake of moving forward, spending little time with your love ones, sacrificing the things you lik to do lik guitars and etc) to get a can buy everything lifestyle (tangible things yea,bitches don't reply me with shit like money can't buy love, appreciation, gratitude and etc.)

or

working enough(work for other people, have standard work time, gets paid averagely, doesn't involve politics to climb the ladder of success faster) to get a decent living which allows you to enjoy life in the moment.(like staying in trend, enjoying the latest things that came out, spending time with friends while were young and beautiful(rip off from carrie underwood).


note* i already tried to be as detailed i can be in the two sentences i proposed for you to choose. please don't be a dick and said something else i couldn't write on and because i'm too lazy to list down.

wrestling:shawn michaels

another wrestlemania has come and go. the most anticipated match was the match of the night and no doubt be match of the year jsut liek las tyear. if you watch wrestlemania you'd know i'm talking bout shawn michaels vs. teh undertaker. i haven't been catching up the build up on raw so i have absolutely no idea its streak vs. career stipulation until after i was just holding the dvd at my couz place. well the match isn;t as good as last year but it sure is hell 5 stars. i was sort of in total distraction mode when i watch raw where hbk gave his farewell speech. kinda made me miss wrestling a lot suddenly.

on another note, randy orton has just became a babyface. proabbly bigger than john cena now.

oh man shawn michaels.....retired.....oh nooo

thoughts: my appraisal for lectures

this post is just mainly for my coursemates...if they are reading this.
joanna's appraisal
joanna's appraisal

the sucky appraisal system which requires us to do 3 or 2 times of appraisal just to view the results.

thoughts: comments

as a blogger, i guess the most looking forward to thing besides writing post and your etc etc, are comments. these things are the motivator for the blogger themselves to keep on writing and pushing the limits to squeeze the creativity juice out of the writer just to deliver another entertaining post. but then i guess sometimes, shit doesnt happens. good shit that is. i'm writing this not because i'm complaining that i have too little comments or sometimes no comment at all. while i appreciate the people that comment on my blog a lot(thank you so much for wasting time right here at this dict), i sometimes secretly in my heart wish that i don't see the dudes that always comment on my blog right after i publish the post. what i mean is that, sometimes you just want a comment from an unexpected reader that you never thought would read your blog. but then again i still get excited whenever i get some nice response.

i went off track, btw i'm writing this not because i'm complaining, i'm writing this is because....well really my blog is about putting the realization on life situations on WRITING. actually really this is what my blog is really about. the rock and wrestling thing is just my gimmick. like i would tell people my blog is about rock and wrestling. but really its mostly on thoughts. so lets go on. yea i'm writing this based on what i think is true in the real world for a number of people that goes through the same situation. and after writing it for like i dunno maybe some time and publishing it, you would wish to see comments that exceeds the number 10. but too bad, eventhough i got lots of friends even on my msn list, my blog still fail to generate comments more than blogs that is about their personal life. where they would pretty much start their post with....
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HAIZ....TODAY I VERY SAD
WHAT HAPPENED AR?
WHY SHE DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LOVE WAN?
SOB SOB HAIZ.

posted by XXXX at 12.09 pm 20 comments.
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i guess most people are less interested on what you think rather than what you go through. i guess opinion-oriented blogs have a hard start at first. while i'm not trying to be anything big like kennysia or etc(eventhough i once told lamond that maybe i can be like kennysia..LOLZ LOLZ)i just don't feel like talking to the wall.
i want the world to know what i'm writing. but then again i believe blogging is like business as well. you just can't sell/write without doing any promoting or whatever to draw more people. i'll be too lazy to do that anyway just for my blog.

i had a conversation with ck one night along with wei jian and randall where slowhands told me he was quite dissapointed with the lack of response from people in his post about IF I WORK FOR JACK( link is right here http://reversedkyanon.blogspot.com/2010/03/if-i-worked-for-jack.html )that shit is really good. you should read it. anyways, he told me he placed a lot of effort in that shit but generate less response while another one of his post where he pour out less effort generates more comment. yea that kinda sucks a lil. maybe a lot.

so in conclusion.......please leave your comment or creative response...BELOW (rip off from ray william johnson)

thoughts:close of 2009 part 2

continuation of part 1.

august
- i discover SKID ROW! the band that i listened the longest period compare to other bands to date. lasting 6 months long.
- thought my friend how to play happy birthday song. but he didint' play it eventually i think. made me realized something bout teaching guitar to non serious people. never teach em.
- a once good friend came back to hang out with us (my best friends and i). but then there's something up and i don't know what. he hangs out iwth us, and the enxt thing you know he doesn't wanna hang out with us. so i guess i can kinda say we lost a friend who says "either i'm in or i'm out". hmm i didin't know being in a group of friends need these acknowledgements. its not liek we're in band. one of the most fucked up shit ever.
- received pr to america. still considering. still have time.

september
- great birthday celebration for wilson that i thought its more of a celebration for four of us on our own.
- my favourite classic potong ice cream raised from 70 cents to 80 cents. BULLSHIT!
- tried dota for the first time. its rocket science.
- had a jamming session with bunch of form 4s. damn there's drums, bass, 2 guitars but no outcome. they just aren't serious bout it. so its pretty much a talk cock band. i joined in through my couzin as i'm having holiday and i'm bored. i quit the next day

october
- went to seremban for a drink at yee hong's borther's pub. chin tack had a rough night. chivas bottle to the mouth for four seconds. i know i couldn't do that especially for a first timer.
- had another terrible jamming session. god save me. i need help witht he jamming thing.
- attend all american rejects concert thanks to a friend of mine who gave me and my sis free tickets. they suck though. the guitarist bough out a flying v and i thought he was about to do some solos. manatahu he just do one simple pick slide only. cheh. and the girls and faggish boys cheered. even chun kiat could hear the awful piano solo. eventhough i have no musical theories or not much of a professional in music, i could still know what sucks and not. well the concert sucks. no encore chant some more. HAHAHA!!!!they came out unwantedly and didin't say anything like you want more?

november
- had a nice light drinking session for a lil mini chor yuen's birthday celebration. too bad we have to ciao early and go back to his house where i couldn't really generate much conversation topic that is not related to guitars. i actually don't like talking music much. not 24/7. 8/7 is also much already. but then again 3 of us are holding guitars at the same time so...

december
- china trip. SO AWESOME!!! i have fong mok after that which still bothers me till this day. btw i'm sick right now as i'm peeing through my anus and the fong mok came back even stronger than before. fuck. what the fuck is wrong. hong kong sucks though. boring place. the only fun i had was walking in tom lee music where i saw a couple of jackson flying v's that i love so much. walking out the store gave me depression as i really wanted to own it.
- was gta-ed in kuchai's kfc. ok its more liek my car got gta-ed(grand theft auto-ed) car window was broken and they stole two bags that has only notes. thiefs do not steal thick computing books.
- had birthday celebration for me and kin yew thanks to chor yuen and wilson. chilis was so damn nice!!!! so good that i want to try first ever chilis in malaysia. BANGSAR!. but then the fun stops there where we had the most frustrating night ever to get seats in cc. on a saturday. we three learn the lesson of not goin to dagei on saturday night anymore. we three as in not included kin yew. he still have not learned his lesson yet.
- acheived one year in playing guitar.

and thats pretty much about 2009. its been a pretty great year. i learned a few things, grow up along the process and had a lot of joy rides.

video:ironman 2

one problem i have with comic book movies these days is the villain always seem to have some similarity with the hero (i'm talking bout the marvel side of movies and not dc). not that the problem is too big that it bugs me but then the first one we already have ironmonger. now were having a couple of similar bots which i've forgotten what the names are.

still i'm looking forward to watch this.

music: your betrayal

JIBAI THIS SHIT IS FUCKIN AWESOME LA. FUCKIN AWESOME SONG. ITS A NEW SINGLE FROM BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thoughts: close of 2009 part 1

its march 10 now and i'm talking bout 2009 now...

so anyways, with the help of my own personal diary, it really helps me keep things in track really easily. and thanks to the almighty Microsoft excel that i once hated a lot because its a subject in my foundation, i'm able to key in things however i like and etc. i guess this post is a little boring as its just about what i did in the year 2009 and not much opinion oriented. but here it goes. (note that the events i list are memorable events to me in specific month and btw my diary only begins on march. so i forgotten what has happened in the remaining months of 2009) this post is sort of long. so i'll split em up to two parts.

april
- watched one of the greatest matches in wrestling of all time, hbk vs. undertaker and its gonna happent his year again. woohoo!
- one of my best friends lost his parent but he stays strong.
- a love story that happens in level 1. which I'm quite humored by. i was on both sides. too bad i can't really reveal names here. well it didn't last long and the initiator failed in the end. so nice try. girl.

may
- did a music video of me killing cockroach with killing in the name of song. it was actually a test as i was wondering if i could do vlogs instead. generates more comments and opportunities but then too much effort and i'm not really consistent at these stuffs. just look at my blog also know la.
- another love story that pops out. my good friend from college reveals his love story which he keeps it as a secret from letting other people know. well it ended too but its a much complex matter that is out of the guys hand.
- got emo-ed a little bit over the death of michael scofield. the last episode of season 4 and not the final break.
- very awesome hang out with dad in snooker centre. was thought a lot of secrets and etc etc. too bad i don't play much anymore these days.

june
- almost knock a stupid bitch who crosses the road when i'm approaching.she got tudung on but i don't think she's a Malaysian. i just learned that in china and Singapore, the cars give priorities to pedestrians to cross the road even though the car and the human is not too far away. so i guess she's from one of those countries that practices this.
- fought with a fat lecturer who makes no sense in grading. tell me , what lecturer grades the groups that present the first week As and groups that present the second weeks Bs? when ask him, he said you could present on the first week and have the advantage. right so if i suck but i present on the first week i'll get A? its sort of a long story. but then i proved my superiority when i gave him the death stare when i bumped into him days later. he never lectures in apiit anymore.

july
- nothing much goin on. having exam around that time. so the early June was about studying and the late june was about taking the exam.
- yea i just watched one of the greatest movie of all time in my opinion. terminator 2. its so fuckin nice. and btw, just so that some of you could acknowledge the movie as one of the greatest followed up action movie of all time, i'll have you know that its directed by james cameron. the same guy that directed titanic and avatar. now you believe its one of the best action movie right? coz everybody believes whats written on the internet.

tbc when i want to pubish the next post.

video:reason why i love sims

if thre's one thing great bout the sims is the function of creating your house from scratch(and living it through your character). plus the objects available for interior as well. below is a video of a house built from scratch in sims 3 made by a professional. and he is so damn good.



now you know why i love sims so much?

thoughts:humble much?

aite to explain what the title means, let me give you a scenario. i'm pretty sure that you encounter situations like this. here's how it goes. lets just say that your with a friend and that friend of yours brings you to a place where there's another bunch of people you don't know. and here's what happened, you are asked to join them with your friend to do their stuff. like i don't know maybe sports? badminton? basketball? and then you being humble, say things like "i can't really play but yea i'll join". then your friend say "yea i'm also noob. always kena pawn. can't really play also". then by the time comes, he's way much more better than you are. what the fuck happened to noob? what happened to can't really play also? are you like trying to degrade me? and i'm not talking bout better than me as in he can play better than me slightly but fuck he can actually play.

i think by now you get what i'm saying(hopefully).i think there's a fine line between staying humble and trying to stay humble but just not the right way(being a cock to your friend that is really noob). i don't think by lowering your standards before a game or anything while your standard is actually way higher than what you told people, is staying humble. i mean come on, if your a noob and you play good, does that mean that i suck ever morer? i mean i suck more than you but having to put it that way which is "i also noob la" means la implying that i suck moreremore. its been a couple of times i been into this situation and i'm not really like saying that my friend or the other guy is trying to put him over me. its just that i think that realistic judgment of own skills should be applied here.

but other than that. i think people who do this is just being a lil bit uh...oh i dunno.....COCK!! like those type of people in cyber cafe. ok i encounter this more in sports. yea coincidentally that i'm blogging this while chatting with tuckerock. now not saying that your being a cock but this nice dude once told me while we're in the basketball court that (it goes something like this)

"eh vincent you see me take the ball each time where got enter wan?"
and this is what i told him.
"eh chibai you see me when i got take the ball ar? nobody pass to me also."

yea darren once said this to me in badminton.(and it goes something like this)

"yea i hardly play. don't really know how"
and i said
"the last time i played was in primary school. and it was with my sister. i lost."

then by the time comes, lets just say hardly play and don't really know how is bullshit. again, he's not being a cock. but that's sort of a cock move there. so......humble...much?

thoughts:first day of exam... SCREWED!

man the first day of exam and i am already having a tough time. i thought i had the needed information from my colleges oh so reliable slides that provides absolutely NO FUCKIN CREDIBLE INFORMATION AT ALL!. and whats worst is that i found out that the sample question that lecturer gave to the students and i don;t know why i didin't get it IS ACTUALLY THE FUCKIN EXAM QUESTION

OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH fuck....

(please say oh fuck more than 10 times and tell me what it sounds like)
*only applicable to girls*

damn man that fuckin sucks. i only found that out when i sat with kwok eu talking cock while everybody have their last minute studies. don't get me wrong i'm not the kind of striaght away die into the exam hall type of guy its just that i thought what i study is sufficient. but then i walked into the hall i saw the questions and found out that i've been "bret hart"! sry i mean SCREWED! man it feels like a fuckin screwjob right there. the college provides not only false information but as well as insufficient information.

i sat down took a look at the questions and i know i'm fucked. but however question 3 i have confidence in answering the whole 25 marks. not the other remaining 3 questions left. knowing that i am fucked hard analy mentally, i decided to take my time to write 3 FUCKIN PAGES LONG ON ONE ANSWER! if i only know that question with confidence, i might as well score that very 25 marks. even if 3 pages full is too much. "oh man you don't need to do that for 25 marks"...fuck you! your not the one that is getting fucked with a drilldo here. (no one said that to me. its just a situation i made up myself to tell you my point). man by the time i felt like leaving the exam hall to fuck this shit. i take resit only la but then my inner conscious told me "if you leave now, .....ah don't bother....not that you will actually leave. you don't have the balls for it"......haiz(yes this is the first time i used the word haiz in my internet usage period).man feel like quitting college and go work only. (Gapnap can work in the temple of shred or not?then become shredder.)

so i sat down and did the exam paper. feeling lost and unguided i did my exam as much as i could. exam finished and i borrowed kwok eu's smaple paper and found out how dumb i could be to have missed that. but then i found out its not that bad. for 2 reason. reason no.1 i kinda wrote something similar to the sample answer. reason no. 2 makes me feels not as bad as being in a completely terrible screwjob.

ok let me explain to you reason no. 2.

degree year 2 makes up of 30% in the overall cgpa while final year 70%. So judging that there's 12 subjects in year 2 (6 subjects in 1 semester), means e-commerce subject is just 1/12 x 30% = 2.5%. Seeing that my e-commerce assignment is A which makes (worst case scenario) 76/100 x 50% = 38/100. Assuming that Vincent the genius who missed out the sample question which is exactly the exam question gets (worst case scenario) only 50% out of 100 of his exam, how much percentage will Vincent get in his cgpa? (assuming that only the e-commerce subject is being recorded down in the cgpa)

*note that e-commerce assignment contributes 50% while the exam contributes 50% of the overall marks*



i don't think my classmates would even bother to answer this.



so in the mean time please enjoy this picture....

carrie underwood's song playing in the background......

thoughts: why does a business man need to study secure sockets layer?

thoughts: sexy internet girl.

below is the conversation i had with one of those sexy internet girls when i log in to my old msn account.


i killed her. she no reply.

EDIT: OF COURSE I FUCKIN KNOW ITS NOT A PERSON THATS TALKING TO ME. DAMN. STOP SAYING THAT ALREADY.

video:hardcore baby

so bored la.

wrestling: bret hart and "the rematch".

aite for those of you who know, its been a while since i watch wrestling, its a temporary break to just get away with whatever they've been doing. each time i turn back to wrestling every once and now it would still disappoint me. i was watching the last episode of raw in 2009 and they announce, bret fuckin hart is coming back to raw as a guest host. i was like WHAT? SERIOUSLY BRET HART? AFTER 12 YEARS? that would be an instant awesome raw and it really was when i watched it moments ago. if there shall be a time to watch wrestling in a time like these, it would be now. why? coz wrestlemania is just around the corner and i'm gonna suscribe if "the rematch" happens man. but first onto bret hart.

when he came in and he called out shawn michaels out. the face to face. its something that you don't see everyday man. this two guys carries real hate eversince the screwjob and as a genuine wrestling fan, you feel it man. nothing the internet or you trying to predict the thing would take away the fact that your watching history in the making. it all ended up with a hug and that makes you glad. but anyways, they're building bret hart vs. mcmahon for wrestlemania. that would be awesome. awesome as in entertaining and not a classic type of match. mcmahon's too old and bret hart's too fat to be a technical wrestler.but whatever it is, finally seeing bret hart on current raw. awesome.

yea "the rematch". my last wrestling post i told you guys best fuckin match i've ever seen so far was shawn michaels vs. undertaker. that match makes 24 bucks worth. just that match itself and eversince that, they never continue the story anymore. until now. facing the deadman two years in a row. there must be soemthing man. its gonan be match of the year again. "the rematch".
"shawn michaels vs. the undertaker".WRESTLEMANIA 26 BABY.