thoughts:humble much?

aite to explain what the title means, let me give you a scenario. i'm pretty sure that you encounter situations like this. here's how it goes. lets just say that your with a friend and that friend of yours brings you to a place where there's another bunch of people you don't know. and here's what happened, you are asked to join them with your friend to do their stuff. like i don't know maybe sports? badminton? basketball? and then you being humble, say things like "i can't really play but yea i'll join". then your friend say "yea i'm also noob. always kena pawn. can't really play also". then by the time comes, he's way much more better than you are. what the fuck happened to noob? what happened to can't really play also? are you like trying to degrade me? and i'm not talking bout better than me as in he can play better than me slightly but fuck he can actually play.

i think by now you get what i'm saying(hopefully).i think there's a fine line between staying humble and trying to stay humble but just not the right way(being a cock to your friend that is really noob). i don't think by lowering your standards before a game or anything while your standard is actually way higher than what you told people, is staying humble. i mean come on, if your a noob and you play good, does that mean that i suck ever morer? i mean i suck more than you but having to put it that way which is "i also noob la" means la implying that i suck moreremore. its been a couple of times i been into this situation and i'm not really like saying that my friend or the other guy is trying to put him over me. its just that i think that realistic judgment of own skills should be applied here.

but other than that. i think people who do this is just being a lil bit uh...oh i dunno.....COCK!! like those type of people in cyber cafe. ok i encounter this more in sports. yea coincidentally that i'm blogging this while chatting with tuckerock. now not saying that your being a cock but this nice dude once told me while we're in the basketball court that (it goes something like this)

"eh vincent you see me take the ball each time where got enter wan?"
and this is what i told him.
"eh chibai you see me when i got take the ball ar? nobody pass to me also."

yea darren once said this to me in badminton.(and it goes something like this)

"yea i hardly play. don't really know how"
and i said
"the last time i played was in primary school. and it was with my sister. i lost."

then by the time comes, lets just say hardly play and don't really know how is bullshit. again, he's not being a cock. but that's sort of a cock move there. so......humble...much?

thoughts:first day of exam... SCREWED!

man the first day of exam and i am already having a tough time. i thought i had the needed information from my colleges oh so reliable slides that provides absolutely NO FUCKIN CREDIBLE INFORMATION AT ALL!. and whats worst is that i found out that the sample question that lecturer gave to the students and i don;t know why i didin't get it IS ACTUALLY THE FUCKIN EXAM QUESTION

OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK OH fuck....

(please say oh fuck more than 10 times and tell me what it sounds like)
*only applicable to girls*

damn man that fuckin sucks. i only found that out when i sat with kwok eu talking cock while everybody have their last minute studies. don't get me wrong i'm not the kind of striaght away die into the exam hall type of guy its just that i thought what i study is sufficient. but then i walked into the hall i saw the questions and found out that i've been "bret hart"! sry i mean SCREWED! man it feels like a fuckin screwjob right there. the college provides not only false information but as well as insufficient information.

i sat down took a look at the questions and i know i'm fucked. but however question 3 i have confidence in answering the whole 25 marks. not the other remaining 3 questions left. knowing that i am fucked hard analy mentally, i decided to take my time to write 3 FUCKIN PAGES LONG ON ONE ANSWER! if i only know that question with confidence, i might as well score that very 25 marks. even if 3 pages full is too much. "oh man you don't need to do that for 25 marks"...fuck you! your not the one that is getting fucked with a drilldo here. (no one said that to me. its just a situation i made up myself to tell you my point). man by the time i felt like leaving the exam hall to fuck this shit. i take resit only la but then my inner conscious told me "if you leave now, .....ah don't bother....not that you will actually leave. you don't have the balls for it"......haiz(yes this is the first time i used the word haiz in my internet usage period).man feel like quitting college and go work only. (Gapnap can work in the temple of shred or not?then become shredder.)

so i sat down and did the exam paper. feeling lost and unguided i did my exam as much as i could. exam finished and i borrowed kwok eu's smaple paper and found out how dumb i could be to have missed that. but then i found out its not that bad. for 2 reason. reason no.1 i kinda wrote something similar to the sample answer. reason no. 2 makes me feels not as bad as being in a completely terrible screwjob.

ok let me explain to you reason no. 2.

degree year 2 makes up of 30% in the overall cgpa while final year 70%. So judging that there's 12 subjects in year 2 (6 subjects in 1 semester), means e-commerce subject is just 1/12 x 30% = 2.5%. Seeing that my e-commerce assignment is A which makes (worst case scenario) 76/100 x 50% = 38/100. Assuming that Vincent the genius who missed out the sample question which is exactly the exam question gets (worst case scenario) only 50% out of 100 of his exam, how much percentage will Vincent get in his cgpa? (assuming that only the e-commerce subject is being recorded down in the cgpa)

*note that e-commerce assignment contributes 50% while the exam contributes 50% of the overall marks*



i don't think my classmates would even bother to answer this.



so in the mean time please enjoy this picture....

carrie underwood's song playing in the background......