thoughts:end of degree year 1

degree year 1 is pretty horrible for me. it kinda sucked that i didin't have as much fun as i did back in foundation. there are a couple of reasons as to why it happens.

1. didin't have great classmates.
2. very small social groups
3. i'm hanging out with the same guys
4. i've only made one friend.
5. i finally practiced the art of low profilin.

random thoughts on level1.

so yea my social life has been pretty much fucked up in college. i go to class everyday with the same bunch of people that i meet and actually will talk to. the bunch of people is just 3. damn. used to talk to at least 20 people in my class. now it just seems that the setting and people turns me off. heck it turns me off from the beginning of the sem. god do i wish to change class so badly.want more chinese guys. that doesn't goes thru form 6. except for loansharks.

yea back then when i just found out what i wanted to take in level1 which is business i'm like all excited and shit like "yea goin into business" , but now that i'm in the business course. seems liek there's no place to go no more. i'm already in this.so here's the boring part. studying the same shit like needs and wants, maslow theory, looking back at the same slides i've gone thru in foundation. just recently found out that cgpa only starts counting in level 2. so really whats the point of getting A's rite?fuck. can't believe i study so hard for law.

i've jsut made one friend this year.well literally la can say so. i've made a couple of them but its kinda hard when everybody got their own social group rite? too bad i didin't get to make a new big one. i did get into one but its just me,kai tick and raymond plus a new friend.who luckily is a girl.which doesn't makes my social life as sad as it was in sem 1.yea. a whole year with one friend.epic failure. its probably gonna get worst next year. probably. i guess chun keat is rite on this one. its easier to make new friends when u got no old friends to hang on to.but too damn bad, there is no awesoem friends to hang out with in business class. not this year.so i went back to angelus instead. who became my gay friend i can talk to.

3 love stories came around though this year. yea its interesting in the beginning and everything but then it gets boring after a while. coz the same shit goes on and on.i didin't have much nice memories so those are the two i will recall when i look back. there is one that just came around but i ain't no gonna talk bout it here.no pussy niggas to hang around with. every nigga in the class is too serious on being cool and hip and too serious in studying. no new rocker this year in my class.

yea i sounded sad and emo but not much though. just reviewing back my level 1 year. often times 90% of the people in msn that i've spoke to said i sound emo and worried all the time. its just me being expressive and i never get the deal of people chatting when they are just replying one word.replies like "haha","oic","...","lol" and then jsut thats all.shit thats chatting?the fuck. well not all though.


stuff that i do a lot this year,
1. rabbit cafe thanks to yumiko and thinking. whats with that place?
2. snooker. love balls. gonan have pool nites someday aite?
3. cc.left 4 dead. i'm a lil outdated i know. sitll i like to play co op games.
4. guitars. been playing for 6 months now eversince picking up. long way to go if wanna shred.
5. babysitting.

bye.

YOU KNOW WHERE YOU ARE?
YOUR IN THE JUNGLE BABY.
YOUR GONNA DIE.......

i don't wanna study qss.but its alright i can get an F+ again and have it turned into D as my other results are so damn fine....literally.

bye.

video:don't cry cover

don't cry by guns and roses made by me.



here's some random pics on my guitar.